listening to music while I work today, and there seem to be 2 songs that pretty much sum up how I feel right about now. both are by Veruca Salt.
1) Twinstar
Flying, when all I want to do is die. Feels like you're flyin' Oh God, I wish that I could fly. You want to lift me up, But you don't know, and you don't see I'm stuck in my ways, stuck in my ways, oh. Breathing, when all I want to do is drown. You keep on breathing and I keep on sinking down, oh, oh. You want to lift me up, But you don't know, and you don't see I'm stuck in my ways, stuck in my ways. I'm stuck in my ways, oh. You want to lift me up, But you don't know, and you don't see I'm stuck in my ways, stuck in my ways. I'm stuck in my ways. I'm stuck in my ways, oh.
2) 25
I'm afraid I will never change. It's ok, I am not ashamed. I can say that my bed is made. You can bend me, shape me, anyway... You can bend me, shape me anyway you want me. I maintain I am not in pain. How I try not to place the blame. I came late to an early game. You can bend me, shape me, anyway... You can bend me, shape me, anyway... You can bend me, shape me anyway you want me. When I was five, I took a dive. When I was ten, I walked again. When I was fifteen, I kept my motor clean. When I was twenty, I got plenty. When I was twenty-five...
